Part of what we enjoy so much here at LoveFeast Table, is welcoming guests to our table! Today is a special day because the guest that has pulled up a chair is our Feast sister on the other side of the pond, Jamie from Life’s A Feast! Jamie is a wonderful writer and paints pictures with her words that invite the reader right into her memories! Pull up a chair to the table and enjoy this story!
Jamie:
It was just 3 or 4 days shy of my ninth birthday. I had dreamed of owning a “big bike”, moving from a kid’s small bicycle to an adult-sized beauty, just like the big kids, and here it was! My new bicycle, a beautiful deep blue, standing tall and proud in the garage just waiting for my birthday, a siren’s call to climb aboard and ride off into the sunset. Well, at least ride off in the sunshine to school.
But it was still a couple of days or so until my birthday and my mom said that as it was my birthday present I would just have to be patient and wait! No! Unfair! How could I possibly ride to school even one more day on my “kid’s” bike when this grown-up one was here, standing right in front of me, tempting me, practically mocking me? Well, I simply would not put up with it! Action was called for! So, the next day I got up, ate breakfast, got dressed and grabbed my books and went to my mom and proclaimed “I am taking my new bike to school!” Well, she put her foot down and said “No!” Well, no way was I riding the other bike to school so I simply refused to go. Period. Now, I had always been the “good girl”, the one who never missed a day of school, never cheated, never lied, never went against the rules. But here I was, faced with a dilemma, having to take what was practically a political, ideological stance and there was no way I was going to back down. I just would not go to school. But mom, ever pragmatic, stood her ground and told me, “You can make your own decision about school, but as far as I am concerned, you have gone to school, so outside you go. Where you spend your day is up to you but it won’t be in this house. And there is a perfectly good lunch waiting for you in the school cafeteria, so don’t think that you’ll be allowed in the house at noon for lunch!”
So I spent the school hours, 7 a.m. to 3 p.m., sitting on the step in the garage, leaning back against the washing machine. Cold. Miserable. And hungry.
But finally the day, this longest day of my life was done and I was allowed in the house for dinner. Now, I don’t remember if I had an after-school snack that day or not, but when I finally sat down to dinner I was famished. And on that day of all days, that long ago January of my ninth year, simply the worst day of my life, a day spent humiliated, sitting in the chilly garage on cold, hard cement, knowing that tomorrow I would have to face my teacher and explain why I had missed a day of school, starved, without food, you can be sure that that day of all days she decided to make Liver and Onions! Liver and Onions, my arch-nemesis, the bane of my life, my bête noire, the worst of the worst as far as mom’s cooking went: shoe-leather dry liver crumbling to ash in the mouth, it’s desiccated texture only relieved by the occasional mysterious chewy thing. Desperately I choked down as much as I could, smothered in my savior, ketchup, and washed down with gulps of milk.
Now, was this some cruel twist of fate or was it just desserts for an unruly, disobedient child, punishment for the naughty girl that I had been? But had I been that naughty to deserve my most detested meal? Either way, lesson learned. This day, this meal was forever burned into my memory, leaving truly a bad taste in my mouth.
I find it funny how my memories, both the good and the bad, are highlighted, nay, completely intertwined with food. I wonder if the memory of this terrible, tragic day has remained tucked in a corner of my mind because of this horrible meal, this meal that punctuated the day with an exclamation point? If I had walked into the house to hot dogs and home fries, a favorite dinner, a meal that would’ve soothed my broken heart, would this experience have stuck with me for so many years? Truly a bad day that got worse, insult added to injury, salt rubbed into the wound, accentuating this day for me as if the gods were making sure that I never forgot this lesson learned, a lesson that will surely haunt me forever.
Now, I must explain that my mother meant no punishment; she truly loved liver and onions and thought that hers were absolutely divine. You see, my mom was no Betty Crocker. I may have spent hours in front of the TV watching the Galloping Gourmet and the French Chef, but, no, not mom. She was closer to TV’s Maude than to June Cleaver. Each afternoon when I slammed into the house after a long, hot day at school, no mom was waiting expectantly at the door with a plate of fresh-from-the-oven home-baked cookies. We were on our own! She was more than likely off at work or volunteering someplace or other, one of her multitude of activities, the Modern Woman. She never liked to cook and wasn’t ashamed to say so. From the earliest, as soon as we could open the refrigerator door and reach the counter, we were expected to get our own breakfast (cold cereal, toast, Poptarts) and lunch (sandwiches, fruit, dessert) and after-school snacks (whatever we wanted). Once a week we had TV dinner night. The invention of frozen, pre-cooked and packaged meals was her heavenly reward, her savior. Yet, as anti-housewife as she was, as often as she shouted from the rooftops her antagonism to cooking, she, in perfect and efficient 1960’s style, did have dinner on the table every night at 6 on the nose. Yet between the leathery liver and the cabbage soup that could take off paint and put hair on your chest (at the same time), the over-cooked, under-flavored oven-baked fish and the greasy spaghetti and meatballs, she did make some tasty dishes, food that leaves a happy memory in my childhood: salmon croquettes and home fries, chicken noodle casserole and Surprise Burgers. Both the best of her cooking and the worst remain as defining features of my childhood around which all the rest swirls.
One of my favorite meals was Veal Scallopini. As a young girl, I found this dish other-worldly, the height of sophistication. Tender veal simmered in a tomato sauce kissed by white wine! Can you imagine? Small town girl in the Sixties eating a dish cooked in wine? Prepared by her mother?! The only other time that I was allowed something cooked in wine was on those special evenings when dad would pack us all into the station wagon and we’d drive around the corner for dinner out, dinner at Peg Leg’s restaurant. We would step out of the Florida heat into the cool, dark restaurant where the hostess would lead us to a wooden booth the color of chocolate, the sound of our footsteps smothered by the blood red carpet and she would hand us tall menus as we slid into the booth. I would nibble on golden, sizzling hushpuppies lightly dusted with powdered sugar as I cast my eyes over the menu, nervously hovering between this dish and that, afraid of missing out on something even yummier if I chose one or the other. And I would invariably choose either the Shrimp Scampi or the Shrimp Newburg. Both foreign, exotic and so very adult, plump, rosy shrimp nestled in either shimmering butter heady with the scent of garlic, or smothered in a tangy, spicy, tomatoey sauce spiked with wine or sherry. These evenings are still with me.
On my last trip home, I was rooting through my mom’s kitchen cupboards as I usually do looking for anything that I could slip unnoticed into my suitcase and bring back to France when I came across her old, battered copy of Our Favorite Recipes, a compilation of family recipes put together by the Sisterhood of Temple Beth Sholom in Satellite Beach, recipes written down and submitted by my mom and her fellow synagogue sisters in the 1960’s. And my mom, the woman who hated to cook, was Chairman of the Cook Book Committee. Well, sure enough, I stumbled across all of my mom’s recipes, memories of flavors, odors, tastes bouncing around in my head, and there, on page 12, staring back at me, was her recipe for Veal Scallopini just screaming out at me to be made. So make it I did, awash in wonderful memories.
MY MOM’S VEAL SCALLOPINI
Adapted from Our Favorite Recipes, a compilation of recipes from the Sisterhood of Temple Beth Sholom
4 veal cutlets, 1 per person, not too thin (about ¼ inches thick or so)
½ cup (65 g) flour seasoned with salt, a generous grinding of black pepper and ½ tsp paprika
Margarine and olive oil for sautéeing
8 ½ oz (250 g) white mushrooms, trimmed, cleaned and sliced
1 – 2 cloves garlic, minced
5 oz (140 g) tomato paste
1 ¾ cups (425 ml) water
2 tsp sugar
½ tsp salt
Generous grinding of black pepper or to taste
1 bay leaf (optional)
½ tsp dried thyme
3 whole cloves
½ cup (125 ml) dry white wine
Rinse the veal cutlets and pat dry with paper towels. Dredge in the seasoned flour, shake off excess flour and place on a clean plate.
Heat a large skillet and melt about a tablespoon each of the margarine and oil until bubbling. When the oil is hot, dredge the veal cutlets once again in the flour, shake off the excess and brown the veal over medium-high heat until browned on both sides. Remove from the skillet and reserve on the plate.
Combine the tomato paste, water, sugar, salt and pepper, bay, thyme and cloves in a bowl and stir until the tomato paste is blended completely in.
Add a bit more margarine and oil to the skillet and sautée the mushrooms with the garlic for just a few minutes until soft and lightly browned, stirring often.
Return the browned veal to the skillet and push to bury in the mushrooms. Slowly pour the tomato liquid with the spices and herbs over the veal and mushrooms and bring to a boil, scraping up the brown bits stuck to the bottom of the skillet. Lower heat and simmer for 25 minutes, stirring often. Add the white wine to the skillet, stir, bring up to a rolling boil. Lower the heat once again to a simmer and cook for an additional 5 minutes to allow the alcohol to burn off and the sauce to thicken.
Serve over fresh pasta, preferably homemade.
This is also very delicious reheated the following day if there are any leftovers
Guest Post By: Jamie Schler Dagneaux
Liver and onions???? NO! You poor thing.
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Thank you both so very much for inviting me to your LoveFeast Table! I really enjoyed working with you on this guest post! Cheers to both our happy blogs and Life is most definitely a Feast full of Love!
I love the pictures of the old recipe book – so nostalgic! And now I’m thinking of all my food related memories.
Heather, thanks for the help! Pics are up now!
Jamie, we are honored to have you be a guest! You are one special lady!
Megan, share some of your memories with us! We’d love to hear!
I loved that story! That dish looks so good!
Cheers,
Rosa
Great story, the veal looks great! I have my mothers sisterhood cookbook too, ahhh the memories!!!
In my book a mum who can prepare something that looks that delicious is the most excellent cook in the world (of course… if she were my mum, haha.)
Your mum was indeed wise, Jamie, but I don’t think I could have resisted feeding my poor hungry child out in the garage!! I’m surprised you didn’t relent!
That’s a very smart lesson your mother taught you, that there would be consequences to bunking off school. I rather like liver myself but only if it’s lamb or calves.
Veal isn’t that easy to buy in the UK but I order it whenever I see it on menus abroad. You sometimes find it here at Waitrose but it’s a bit erratic.
Your dish looks amazing, I would love that for dinner anytime.
oh man pictures of food, I’m so hungry!! Loved it!!
Also wanted to say thanks so much for popping by on my SITS day! All the support and love was so appreciated! xx
LOOKS DELICIOUS!
Oh you had me laughing Jamie. Live & Onions??? Noooooo!! Love reading your posts where you intertwine memories and meals…evocative!
That dish lookes finger licking good! Nom nom nom!!
Ah, memories and food–I love it! What I would give for some of my Polish-Brazilian grandmother’s cooking again. Yum!
Thank you for visiting and commenting at the new painted house! It has been such a fun week getting back to blogging.
You know, I read this once already at Jamie’s site. But it has way more “pull” here. I guess it’s about biography. Because Jamie has told her story though your eyes.
I don’t know who to give the kudos to.
GREG
@sippitysup – Greg, thanks so much, that means a lot to me! And I think that sometimes great stories come out when we are pushed from behind and inspired by friends. It’s like I’ve been invited over and asked to talk about my life. It’s never easy but it is so much fun and very rewarding.
Beautiful art reflects a beautiful person! I like the teapot best. Nuture her talent. GREG
Jamie, your memories are always heart warming
The dry liver is indeed a nightmare dish! Thankfully my mommy did it nicely and with white wine naturally Yum!
So what about the bike? did u ride it at the end?
I really think I may have had to wait for my birthday to ride that damn bike! And it was on that bike that I had my bike accident (which you can read on my blog I think on the second ever post after the biscotti recipe!).